The Civil Wars

 So, this was my first concert. i can now mark it off of my bucket list!

it was probably one of the best bands/groups to go and see. Joy came up to my table and just started talking to us, it was awesome to listen to people so talented on such a personal level.

their voices are perfect together and i hope to be as talented as them one day.

i know these photos aren't of the best quality, but there was not awesome light and i didn't want to blind them with my flash. haha.

i would love to go and see them again. i wanted to buy a shirt, but they only had extra smalls. :/

they have a full album coming out in February and i am very happy. :)

"did sirens steal your heart when you weren't looking? where'd you learn to lie the way you do? look's like you made up your mind. i'd have to say i didn't see this coming, but who does? you won't want to see me standing in the door, so go."

goodbye, for now.

Tori 10.18.10

 This is Tori, she's awesome and has the cutest dimples ever.

we ventured to Atlanta and took pictures around Piedmont Park and grabbed dinner at The Flying Biscuit! it was an awesome shoot. the weather didn't treat us too well, but i got some awesome pictures nonetheless. these are some of the ones i like. i hope you like them too!

10/17/2010

 i have no words to say


no advise to give. 


when i figure my own life out,maybe i'll be able to help you with yours.

patience
faith
trust
hope

 His plans for me are much more than i could imagine.




i should stop wanting and just be patient

You won't relent until You have it all. 
my heart is Yours.

i wish i knew what to say.
i long for the words to describe the way i feel.
but frankly, that would take me knowing what is going on.
but what do you do?






















wait.

"i watched you sleepin quietly in my bed. you don't know this now,  but there are some things that need to be said. its all that i can hear, its more than i can bear. what if i fall and hurt myself, would you know how to fix me? what if i went and lost myself, would you know where to find me? if i forgot who i am, would you please remind me? cause without you things get hazy."

goodbye, for now.

p.s. its my half birthday

10/9/10

friday was the last day of homecoming week. i was all spirited up.

but on friday it had been a year since my mom passed away, which was really hard. i wrote a poem for class, it had to have a Biblical allusion in it. i put a few in it though. i'll put it at the bottom of the post.

 i should start writing a lot more very soon. hopefully i'll start writing some songs, even though i stink at it




 i'm doing my first senior shoot for my friend Eunah on tuesday, should be very very fun!








The chilled and violent rain touches my bare skin

The thunder shakes my bones to dust

The lightning threatens to tear the sky into two

And my world starts caving in

from the innermost center to the crust

the waters start to rise,

I’m struggling to stand tall

“I don’t deserve this” I say

And for something to save me, I scream and I call

Yet my feet are being lifted

I take steps on water

I shake, I tremble, I cry

here is my rock, my Lord, my Father

the world is crashing in around me

people slip away from my fingertips, they fall

“what do I do, my God?” I ask and plead

But when it was all said and done,

“it was for all of this”, my Lord said, I stand in awe. 

i kind of like it. 

kinda explains how i feel, a little bit.

"isn't it cruel how our minds work sometimes? that i can remember everyday when you were mine. everyone's gone, living their lives, and i only blame myself for wasting time. but i keep busy, and i keep occupied. but i cant rest i cant sleep, until i find some peace of mind."

goodbye, for now.